today i woke up feeling so sick....with flu n sore throat ......hai!well took meds n was feeling better half way through the day.....then went to watch dark nite at sun plaza......joker's acting was very good.....

n i have a new found love.....yup 2 songs.....'ore piya' and 'is pal'....its juz so romantic ,........my oh my......im in luv with both of em.....hee hee!!

sunday was my photoshoot n it went very well....a big thank u to durga and her dad for sponsoring the photo shoot for me...it means so much to me for them to have done this for me.......luv u babe!

the arrengetram is appearing more real with the days passing by.....im nervous at the same time falling sick...been down with sore throat flu body ache n all....feel lousy......

past 2 days have been rough but i have wonderful frens arnd me whom i can tok to n that has made me feel so sooo much better.......n big thanks to god for giving me such beautiful ppl....

Isaiyil thodanguthamma... [paadum office]

this gal is juz fantastic......and she's rendered mastero illayaraja's song like no other i feel...to sing this song life like tat is beyond tough with so much of feel ....

and most importantly with krish malarntha mugam ...... this is clip is one of my fav's

ninaika therintha maname unakku marakka theriyatha
pazhaga therintha uyire unakku vilaga theriyatha
mayanga therintha kanne unakku uranga theriyatha
malara theirntha anbe unakku maraiya theriyatha



such beautiful words ...i love to sing these words to myself wheneva i feel kinda down or low in energy tat includes anger too.....juz singing this song can rekindle my soul.......wonderful words n wonderful song......

something horrible happened today n im so kicking myself for it....it may not seem to be my fault directly but im to be blamed......some ppl work so hard for an earning n on top of that set aside the thought to help others excel.....of coz one can say 'i din ask him to help!?' if one chooses to say that, which is prob wat will happen, then let me say congratulations u have incurred one new karma...

i hope u know im referring to u n i also know i've apologised a million times but still im sorry this had to happen......i feel so upset to have put u in this situation....n im indebted to u for the damage i've caused u ...... sorry =(

today was a simple day ...went to waterloo for class which was not too bad....then headed down to meet arvind......im very proud to know someone like him. today he shared with me how unconditionally loving his immediate and extended family is to him but wat i feel is that his good nature is wats blessed him with so much of love.......

was juz thinking randomly and tot of the whole idea of denial......sometimes u tend to deny things because u understand the repercussions of it or plainly because u juz freak out...but once things settle down u tend to ponder on the wat if's......so juz live life to the fullest ....do all u can and dun regret not having had done things or wonder wat u wld have been if u had taken a certain move.....
in brief everything happens for a reason...wats meant to be will prevail............

as ususal very long since i last blogged....well from then to now.....the rooms are finally settled my sister's reem os a beautiful red colour......n the com is also in her room so i dun quite use it as often anymore sadly........

recent happening in my life is im helping my good fren in his telemovie project by acting in it......to start off my acting sucks but last min he could not get a gal to act......lol it was a weird experience actin g in it especially because i dun quite have experience in it delivering dialogs n all are really new for me ....oh well today was the last day of shoot n all went superbly well i think i was the sore thumb in the whole movie hahahaha....

this movie experience was something different n i met some very talented boys in the process....their creativity is astounding ...im really proud of these boys n hope they make it big in this field. i also learnt something new about myself ...dun quite wish to share it but its a rather uncomfortable feeling.....guess it'll go away soon so rather not ponder upon it too much...