its just about 10 days to the big day....... everyone around me is saying that i seem very cool.....the truth is i know im prepared i have the blessings from god and from alot of great ppl and all that will get me through it....i know the 18th will be a super scary day...... but all i pray for is that i'll nt panic and tat everything will go smoothly.....
it was only since july that intense learning and practice started so though technically i should have started last oct it was only full force since july and for such a short time i think ive prepared sufficiently.....
im nothing but over confident infact confidence is what i lack in the most.... and i let it get in my way.....problem with me is i guess im too hard on myself...even if everyone says i did a good job i won be satisfied and the fear of being imperfect gets the better of me...but nw im preparing myself mentally for the big day.... i guess its human to err so i gotta take it in my stride and not think too much abt wat cld go wrong.....

there is so much of stuff to prepare and never did i think tat so close to my arangetram i'd still be doing things....i wish frens n family wld take over it all but my all are very busy with work and all tat its just me n mum doing it all....and also preya without whom i think i'd have gone mad..........she's my smiles and the reason for me to have been sane throughout the past few months.......
though there is so much of shopping and orders to make and a perpetual list of 'to-do's' im loving every moment of it......its the most fun i've ever had!
next thing to look out for is......................POST-PARTY!