had rehearsal today....... saw my main piece....kinda have a rough picture now.....i can feel tat im improving but still far far away from perfect....alot more work to do....

was juz watching ippadikku rose online ....was abt black and white magic......very interesting to watch it....as hard as it might be to believe there is some sense to all of it......
usertube.com episode18...do check it out in ya free time.......

believe can make or break a man....... if really want something belive strongly in it n it will happen.....if u fear too much abt something bad to happen it is most likely for that too to happen so be carefull in wat u think say n believe in....always be positive.....if u wan something...tell u'reself everyday tat this will happen n before u know it .... it will happen........
the repercussions of it however u have to face it too suppose wat u want is not wats best for so tats why the earlier caution abt being careful..... so gonna hit the sack now dam tired.......

kuravanji is finally over....so back to the normal 9-10 class from Sunday on.....argh.....

i missed performing in this production as i knew i won be able to commit as much...so i juz stuck to helping out with other things...tried to do as much as i cld fer it.....

the show on the overall was very nice.....im very proud of all my class girls....fantastic job by each and everyone of them.....felt very proud to watch em dance on stage.....

its 53 more days for my big day.....still have alot of memorizing to do ...i think past 2 weeks i've slackened alot due to having had fallen ill n juz being lazy......gotta double up n all.....next week full music rehearsals are likely to start.....so far have only seen first half n final song....seems not to bad i'd give my self 30%.....i juz gotta pay more attention to detail n i shld be there......

im really worried abt my stage fright thingey.....hope i can get to have as many full rehearsals as possible so tat the on show day it won be so nerve wrecking....
juz thinking abt it makes me nervous....well lets juz hope fer the best.....

today i met preya after like ages..... we had so much to catch up on...... i had a great day babe...thank u!...
then when to 'nasty' n did some production work for the weekend's show..... i miss dancing alot....but well.....gotta finish up my arrengetram first then can go back to my normal life....lol...

the days are nearing ... its only 2 more mths to go....freaky but freaking out is not gonna make time go by any slower.... still i cant help but freaking out.. argh!!! i juz hope i will do justice to all these people having so much of hope in me..... there i times i juz feel so lazy or sick to practise...like the whole of last week...wanted to take a day of break by going to sentosa n after that ended up sick n nt practising the whole week....*sigh*

well i guess maybe a retreat sometimes might be a gd thing...lets see if my theory is true or not ya.....

been long since i last blogged n so much has happened ever since....al i can hope is it does nt repeat.....

i went to watch dhool n support arvind n he did a spectacular job......watching him juz makes me feel so good.....im so proud of him.....i world has bigger things in store for him....success might be slow but when it comes it'll be a super hit! i know it will n i have full confidence.....

so all i wanna say is i love u always my dear frend......n its juz such a pleasant experience watching u perform on stage....!

Un Punnagai, Naan Padikkathe Kavidhai
Un Kangal, Naan Mayanggiya Naatkal
Un Koonthal, Naan Aadiya Unjal
Un Thozl, Naan Uranggiya Nimidanggal
Un Ithal, Naan Rasitha Alazghiya Madal
Un Nizhlal, Naan Nerunggiya Sontham
Un Kathal, Naan Virumbiya Mothal.

Your smile, the poem i never read
Your eyes, the days i was captivated
Your hair, the swing i played
Your shoulder, the minutes i slept
Your lips, the beautiful letter i adored
Your shawdow, the relation i grew close to
Your love, the bump i love.