athai kooda vaa nee maranthuvitaai
atharkullavaa nee maranthuvitaai
pretty song from jayam kondan to be watched with the clip.......
had dance class like everyother day...but today was experimental work..quite fun n all =)
my gd fren had juz asked me to come for a holiday at aussie ...argh how i wish i cld go.....
my all time wish has been always to travel travel travel......but rite now im nt in the fin status to.....
once i start a job i'll make sure i go for a holiday least once a yr....
but before tat i hope i can squeeze in this aussie visit highly unlikely but lets see how......
"krishna do u wan me to have a well deserved break??........not to see u in india but to have the aussie holiday....do u?"
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Sunday, November 30, 2008
BitterSweet.....
so its been almost 2 months since i last blogged....
so much has happened
firstly my arrangetram is over!!! i still cant believe i did it....
it was an amazing experience and im so glad tat everyone was pleased with my performance...
a late start but nevertheless i hope to slowly but surely further my knowledge in music....
job hunt is wats currently taking place rite now.....applying n awaiting replies rite now .....lookin more in to the govt sectors so ya pray i get a job soon!
today is a special day ........
the day beloved theeban departed this world for a better place ... i din know him for a long time but the time i got to know him, we got really close n in fact he was my only audience while i used to practice my singing .. at tat time i was preparing for my very first dance show, as in i was singing for it......i guess most of the times he's actually fall asleep while i sang coz the songs were really really boooring n also coz of his meds n all but nevertheless he'd always say its nice n give his generous gifts of encouragement.
my arrangetram had a dedication for him and i truly felt his presence while singing the song....when i listen to myself i can actually hear my voice crack through the song n theeban juz to let u know that was the fav song for most on that day!!! so thank u darling ...... luv u loads angel....
today is also a special day
coz my dear fren rathi got engaged.....not many get to live a fairy tale and this princess is really blessed to have had such an awesome event today.... it was really beautiful and im very happy for u rathi....
so much has happened
firstly my arrangetram is over!!! i still cant believe i did it....
it was an amazing experience and im so glad tat everyone was pleased with my performance...
a late start but nevertheless i hope to slowly but surely further my knowledge in music....
job hunt is wats currently taking place rite now.....applying n awaiting replies rite now .....lookin more in to the govt sectors so ya pray i get a job soon!
today is a special day ........
the day beloved theeban departed this world for a better place ... i din know him for a long time but the time i got to know him, we got really close n in fact he was my only audience while i used to practice my singing .. at tat time i was preparing for my very first dance show, as in i was singing for it......i guess most of the times he's actually fall asleep while i sang coz the songs were really really boooring n also coz of his meds n all but nevertheless he'd always say its nice n give his generous gifts of encouragement.
my arrangetram had a dedication for him and i truly felt his presence while singing the song....when i listen to myself i can actually hear my voice crack through the song n theeban juz to let u know that was the fav song for most on that day!!! so thank u darling ...... luv u loads angel....
today is also a special day
coz my dear fren rathi got engaged.....not many get to live a fairy tale and this princess is really blessed to have had such an awesome event today.... it was really beautiful and im very happy for u rathi....
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
its just about 10 days to the big day....... everyone around me is saying that i seem very cool.....the truth is i know im prepared i have the blessings from god and from alot of great ppl and all that will get me through it....i know the 18th will be a super scary day...... but all i pray for is that i'll nt panic and tat everything will go smoothly.....
it was only since july that intense learning and practice started so though technically i should have started last oct it was only full force since july and for such a short time i think ive prepared sufficiently.....
im nothing but over confident infact confidence is what i lack in the most.... and i let it get in my way.....problem with me is i guess im too hard on myself...even if everyone says i did a good job i won be satisfied and the fear of being imperfect gets the better of me...but nw im preparing myself mentally for the big day.... i guess its human to err so i gotta take it in my stride and not think too much abt wat cld go wrong.....
there is so much of stuff to prepare and never did i think tat so close to my arangetram i'd still be doing things....i wish frens n family wld take over it all but my all are very busy with work and all tat its just me n mum doing it all....and also preya without whom i think i'd have gone mad..........she's my smiles and the reason for me to have been sane throughout the past few months.......
though there is so much of shopping and orders to make and a perpetual list of 'to-do's' im loving every moment of it......its the most fun i've ever had!
next thing to look out for is......................POST-PARTY!
it was only since july that intense learning and practice started so though technically i should have started last oct it was only full force since july and for such a short time i think ive prepared sufficiently.....
im nothing but over confident infact confidence is what i lack in the most.... and i let it get in my way.....problem with me is i guess im too hard on myself...even if everyone says i did a good job i won be satisfied and the fear of being imperfect gets the better of me...but nw im preparing myself mentally for the big day.... i guess its human to err so i gotta take it in my stride and not think too much abt wat cld go wrong.....
there is so much of stuff to prepare and never did i think tat so close to my arangetram i'd still be doing things....i wish frens n family wld take over it all but my all are very busy with work and all tat its just me n mum doing it all....and also preya without whom i think i'd have gone mad..........she's my smiles and the reason for me to have been sane throughout the past few months.......
though there is so much of shopping and orders to make and a perpetual list of 'to-do's' im loving every moment of it......its the most fun i've ever had!
next thing to look out for is......................POST-PARTY!
Monday, September 15, 2008
ITS MY BIRTHDAY !!
this year i had an amazing time on my birthday....... for those who know me u should know tat im not tt much into a big bash but more of the simple dinner sorta person n i had tat this yr......
ganesan surprised me with the help of arvind and preya and though i kinda found out thanks to appu i was very touched by the gesture.....
the best birthday is not one tat u have loads of presents n the wHOLE world calling to wish u but one that u spend beside u're loved ones with their totful gifts.....everyyr my favourite gift comes from durga coz every yr she either makes me a card or writes a card out for me n it means most to me....this yr got extra chocolate also...which tasted so good la!lol loved it.......
the gifts i received this yr
card = $5.00
cake= $30
pizza=$30
pasta=$30
desserts=$30
........
love
&frenship=$????? PRICELESS
SO THANK U DARLINGS!!!
ganesan surprised me with the help of arvind and preya and though i kinda found out thanks to appu i was very touched by the gesture.....
the best birthday is not one tat u have loads of presents n the wHOLE world calling to wish u but one that u spend beside u're loved ones with their totful gifts.....everyyr my favourite gift comes from durga coz every yr she either makes me a card or writes a card out for me n it means most to me....this yr got extra chocolate also...which tasted so good la!lol loved it.......
the gifts i received this yr
card = $5.00
cake= $30
pizza=$30
pasta=$30
desserts=$30
........
love
&frenship=$????? PRICELESS
SO THANK U DARLINGS!!!
Thursday, August 28, 2008
had rehearsal today....... saw my main piece....kinda have a rough picture now.....i can feel tat im improving but still far far away from perfect....alot more work to do....
was juz watching ippadikku rose online ....was abt black and white magic......very interesting to watch it....as hard as it might be to believe there is some sense to all of it......
usertube.com episode18...do check it out in ya free time.......
believe can make or break a man....... if really want something belive strongly in it n it will happen.....if u fear too much abt something bad to happen it is most likely for that too to happen so be carefull in wat u think say n believe in....always be positive.....if u wan something...tell u'reself everyday tat this will happen n before u know it .... it will happen........
the repercussions of it however u have to face it too suppose wat u want is not wats best for so tats why the earlier caution abt being careful..... so gonna hit the sack now dam tired.......
was juz watching ippadikku rose online ....was abt black and white magic......very interesting to watch it....as hard as it might be to believe there is some sense to all of it......
usertube.com episode18...do check it out in ya free time.......
believe can make or break a man....... if really want something belive strongly in it n it will happen.....if u fear too much abt something bad to happen it is most likely for that too to happen so be carefull in wat u think say n believe in....always be positive.....if u wan something...tell u'reself everyday tat this will happen n before u know it .... it will happen........
the repercussions of it however u have to face it too suppose wat u want is not wats best for so tats why the earlier caution abt being careful..... so gonna hit the sack now dam tired.......
Monday, August 25, 2008
kuravanji is finally over....so back to the normal 9-10 class from Sunday on.....argh.....
i missed performing in this production as i knew i won be able to commit as much...so i juz stuck to helping out with other things...tried to do as much as i cld fer it.....
the show on the overall was very nice.....im very proud of all my class girls....fantastic job by each and everyone of them.....felt very proud to watch em dance on stage.....
its 53 more days for my big day.....still have alot of memorizing to do ...i think past 2 weeks i've slackened alot due to having had fallen ill n juz being lazy......gotta double up n all.....next week full music rehearsals are likely to start.....so far have only seen first half n final song....seems not to bad i'd give my self 30%.....i juz gotta pay more attention to detail n i shld be there......
im really worried abt my stage fright thingey.....hope i can get to have as many full rehearsals as possible so tat the on show day it won be so nerve wrecking....
juz thinking abt it makes me nervous....well lets juz hope fer the best.....
i missed performing in this production as i knew i won be able to commit as much...so i juz stuck to helping out with other things...tried to do as much as i cld fer it.....
the show on the overall was very nice.....im very proud of all my class girls....fantastic job by each and everyone of them.....felt very proud to watch em dance on stage.....
its 53 more days for my big day.....still have alot of memorizing to do ...i think past 2 weeks i've slackened alot due to having had fallen ill n juz being lazy......gotta double up n all.....next week full music rehearsals are likely to start.....so far have only seen first half n final song....seems not to bad i'd give my self 30%.....i juz gotta pay more attention to detail n i shld be there......
im really worried abt my stage fright thingey.....hope i can get to have as many full rehearsals as possible so tat the on show day it won be so nerve wrecking....
juz thinking abt it makes me nervous....well lets juz hope fer the best.....
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